2012年9月27日星期四

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也许你会问我标题为什么是????......
说实在的,写了这么久(有可能没有看到,因为我有很多个blog)写着写着开始觉得累了,标题不重复,的情况下写着写着也用完了…有时写着想着就放弃了…因为超想哭的…

明天是假期,就写篇长的吧…
今天,考微积分,朋友考完后都兴高采烈的讨论着,而我仿佛,已经瞬间不会听地球语了,看着他们,我又能做什么???是我自己要放弃的,为了SPM要赌上一切,高三已经是一个我不可能读的东西了,离开中华这件事,是现在的我非常担心其中一件事,那真正离开的那一天或许我会崩溃吧??who knows??

如果要说今天最开心的事就是有brother 教我打篮球…
回到家后真的是黑到….我母亲都笑我….
踢到东西脚指甲直接断,开车一放Handbrake 直接撞tiang…

人生来了就走完它…
有人说笑着笑着就哭了….
这是现在的我对吧?????
这就是我的人生吧??????
心碎的感觉,对当下的我似乎已经只是皮毛消失…….
累啊……..
朋友写blog EMO 我将他们,我写得更EMO………
搞笑对吗??????????

2012年9月23日星期日

22/9/2012

It was a very funny or maybe we say weird week......
i finish my SPM trial last week and of course it was time to receive my results...
i  didn't got my target results..
my BM only got A-....
my English got A...actually...i thought i will  get A+ for my english T_T
But, something happened today...
My very best friend told me today he was going to study overseas next year he detained this year because he  didn't passed the results last year...It also made me very sad when i know that...
I wrote my blog today....
i was a long time since i last wrote my blog...
until yesterday when a girl told me i didn't update my blog for along time...Then today....i wrote....> <


Is time of Spm again sorry....
Spm is very important for me i will not study UEC i will study A-level...
Actually, i really felt not willing to leave my school Chong Hwa Independent High School it was a place where i met a few girl who i will not forget forever, a girl who i like very very much although i did not success to pursue her...


i think i may stop here it was about time to sleep right?? 01:13am